letting go
20/10/2011 1 Comment
There are times when this overwhelming urge gets hold of me and I know I have to write and put my soul on paper. This is one of many.
The urge to live life in the fast lane
Has become an obsession with me
If only I knew how to let go
Let go of the past
Let go of the pain
Let go of others
Let go of me
Just drifting in weightlessness
In noman’s land
Without gravity
to pull me in either direction
Just drifting
In eternal harmony
With nature and myself
In unity with the omnipotent force
Where time stops
And the endless loop
Of eternal continuity
Takes away the fear of entering one’s time
Of the inevitable end
Dear Dorit
you already have what you are searching for but you can’t see it because the emotional baggage and pain cloud your perception . The fire of life has helped you to become who you are now, a radiant being on the threshold, but each fire also creates smoke like each experience evokes an emotional response: pain,fear in anticipation of pain,regrets and so on. None of what you had to go through makes sense, if you think you only live this once- out of nothingness and back into nothingness, but everyone has to find out about that her/himself as well.It is this fire , your joy of life pushing you further .The ‘Me’ is only the carriage for you like your body,like your voice a means of communication. If you want to find out more about the fire and the smoke, your son has a book or two which will help you to be where you long to be.
Elisabeth
PS: Please give my regards to Mark.